I nervously paid the sleazy guy behind the counter and took my contraband home. I self-consciously eyed the selection of vibrators and dildos and selected a flesh-colored one that seemed to be about the same size as my cock. I screwed up my courage and visited an "Adult toy store" on the outskirts of town. I needed a way to practice before tackling the real thing. After all, biting my brother's cock or scraping my teeth over the head could wake up the soundest sleeper. I needed to "practice" taking a cock in my mouth before I tried it for real.
I saw my opportunity.Īn additional challenge that needed to be addressed was my own inexperience. I watched as he arrived home on most Friday and Saturday nights, walking unsteadily to the bed, undressing (in the dark) and falling into a deep sleep. My brother's 21st birthday marked his ability to visit bars, and he tended to go overboard a bit, resulting in his arriving home late, and often more than slightly impaired. I didn't have to wait long for a possibility to present itself, and a plan to reveal itself. I though about conning or blackmailing him into it, but no likely opportunities presented themselves.
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Not being the type to give up easily, I thought and schemed and plotted about how to bring my desire about. He just seemed too uptight about sex to even broach the subject. He, on the other hand, didn't even like my dirty jokes, blanching if anything "sexual" was uttered. Though I would have insisted I get to suck his in return. Sure – a horny teenager like me, if he asked to suck my cock, I would have said yes as soon as I regained consciousness. This led to a much more difficult question, how to get it in my mouth. I needed a surrogate cock, and I asked myself – whose cock is the most like mine? The answer was obvious – my brother's cock. (You can read about the closest I came in "His first taste of a man".) Needless to say, I realized after several fruitless tries that my cock would never reach my mouth. From that point on, I tried several methods to get my cum to my mouth. At first I was a little turned off by it, but I got to thinking, that if I someday wanted a woman to swallow my cum, I should be willing to do the same thing myself. It just sorta turned out one of those times I laid back and slowly stroked myself that my 18 year-old body showed me how far it could ejaculate, sending a spurt up to splash on my chin, and into my mouth. I don't think I set out to taste my own cum – at least not at first. I quickly learned that furiously rubbing your cock to multiple orgasms will leave you chafed raw. Not that I cared about not seeing him naked – at least not at first, after all, I was discovering my own body and doing a little "experimenting" with my own cock. I shouldn't leave you thinking that he had a problem associating with his "little brother" – we got a long fine otherwise. He never undressed in front of me, in fact, if I got near the bathroom while he was shaving or brushing his teeth, he'd hurriedly kick the door closed. My brother's similar obsession with modesty was made very clear to me even though we shared a bedroom and bath. I guess reading "Everything you ever wanted to know about sex (but were afraid to ask)" cover to cover two or three times might have done the trick. I'm not really sure when I became "sexually aware". Swimming pool? Forget it – put on a bathing suit in a public locker room? Could I have my teeth drilled instead?
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Through school I avoided sports and even phys ed classes – largely to avoid being naked, or even the risk of being naked in a locker room full of other kids. Even getting undressed for a medical exam was a traumatic event. I was always a modest as a teenager, not wanting to be seen naked by anybody who absolutely didn't have to see me. (The characters in this story are 18 or over)